Drunken emotional ramblings
Ahh... the joys of life. I've finally found a girl I'm actually interested in (for a real relationship) but nothing is going to come of it. You see, she is currently hung up on this exboyfriend of hers that is 12 years her senior, basically unemployed, and previously broke up with her over email (but they're still having sex). Jesus, why me? It's all so easy for me when I don't respect women and just use them for sex. Why did I actually have to start giving a damn?? She and I had a looong talk tonight and it seems that she is going to stay "with" him (yes, even though he broke up with her). She says she's still emotinonally hung up on him. I guess I understand that it's just hard to take. Things are so much easier when you don't give a damn...Fuck it. I'm drunk, I'm going to bed.
