hmm...so I haven't posted in a loooong damn time. What can I say? I've been busy. I do have a little tidbit of info that I realized tonight. I was reading over one of my ex-girlfriend's blogs when it hit me. The reason I listen to sad and depressing music all the time is because I have a hard time expressing my non-angry negative (depressed, sad, hurt, upset, etc...) emotions. Depressing music for me is similar to the ancient Greek use of tragedies. When they were down, they didn't want to see someone who was happy, they wanted to see something sad to make themselves feel better. That's why I listen to depressing music all the time, to give me a lift. It works in a kind of reverse psychology way.
Oh, and by the way: I really must be a masochist to be going around reading the blog of a girl who broke my heart. Sick huh?
Oh, and by the way: I really must be a masochist to be going around reading the blog of a girl who broke my heart. Sick huh?
